Passing Thru & Thinking of You...  / Angela -. Daughter To Angel Linda Taylor
Thinking of you in our heavens above sweet angel Matthew & all your loved ones missing & loving you always!
God Bless each & every one of you!
Lots of Love,
Angela
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Thinking Of You Angel  / Anthony's Mom (Friend)

Dottie you and Matthew are always with me. Sending prayers and comfort to your family. I haven't been going online much these days, it has be exstremly hard for me at times. Thanks for being there~~  God Bless

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Blessings for you  / Carole Mom To Angel ~Heather Bates (angel friend )
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Missing you!  / Dottie Angel Mom To Matthew Hagan ^i^ (Mom)


Thank you Beverly for this wonderful graphic! I love it! I am sure that Matthew loves it also! My mom thinks it is just great also! 
For you Matthew! I love you and miss you! Forever and a day!
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prayers / Carole Mom To Angel ~Heather Bates (angel friend )
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Blessing's / Sonia Michalak
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ON THE EDGE  / Dottie Angel Mom To Matthew Hagan ^i^ (Mom)



On the edge

I’m one step from the edge.
Nothing holding me back.
Nothing keep me from falling
One step from the edge.
One step and I’m goin down.

Anyone gonna reach for me?
Anyone gone save me?
Or you am I just gonna be on my own.
One step from the edge and I’m goin down.

Lifes roads have led me here.
Twists and turns.
Ups and downs.
Got me a spun around.
And I’m one step from the edge.
Ready to go down.

Save me if you can.
Push me if you can’t.
Something is gonna happen.
Gonna happen right now.
One step from the edge.
Save me now.
Or just watch me go down.

The roads are full of potholes.
Damned if I haven’t hit em all.
Broken and weary now.
I’m falling apart.
Fix me up.
Or watch me break down.
I’m one step from the edge.

It is a one shot deal.
Catch me now.
Bring me back from the edge.
Save me from disaster.
One step seals the deal.
I’m on the edge and I’m goin down.

I’m lookin.
Lookin real hard.
And it is along way down.
No way back.
The road ends here.
Lead me away from here.
Show me another way.
I’m on the edge and I’m goin down.

On the edge weighing my sins.
Counting my errors.
Wondering where it went so wrong.
It doesn’t matter now.
Save me, save me now.
Cause I’m goin down.

http://lloydsjourney.blogspot.com/

Please do not use without permission. Thank you

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I AM NOT READY  / Dottie Angel Mom To Matthew Hagan ^i^ (Mom)



I am not ready.

I lay down at night tired and worn from the day.
Not because I worked hard and not because I even worked.
I have no job.
I am worn simply because my mind won’t let me rest.

I lay in the bed and the day replays in my mind.
My heart begins to race.
I feel as though it will explode.
Fear settles in.
I am not ready to go.
I am not ready to go.
I have not finished.
Hell, I have not even begun.

So much potential resides within me.
So much oozes from my veins.
I can feel it but I can’t seem to access it.
It is locked away behind a maze in my mind.

As I lay I try to find the right position.
I twist and turn.
Turn and twist.
Which way makes my heart feel safe?
Safe from the World.
Safe while I close my eyes.
I try to burry it deep into the bed.
I can’t really hide.

Eventually I find the place and eventually my replayed day ends.
No looking towards tomorrow.
Just hoping to sleep.
When I wake in the morning.
I am not ready for another one.
I have no choice.
So it all begins again.
http://lloydsjourney.blogspot.com/

PLEASE VISIT lLOYDS SITE AND GET PERMISSION BEFORE USING ANY OF HIS WORK...THANK YOU
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LET ME REPLAY TODAY  / Dottie Angel Mom To Matthew Hagan ^i^ (Mom)
Let me replay today
Today is just another day.
In a long line of days.
A new begining for a new way.
I know today will end like all my yesterdays.
All my yesterdays since you went away.
Let me replay today.
Let me go back and do it all over again.

Did I do something wrong?
Did I do something right?
What was it that I did today?
Did I answer your questions in just the right way?
Could I have said it in a better way?
Let me replay today.

I promise I'll get it right.
If it keeps you in my sight.
If it keeps you in my World.
Let me replay today.
Let me make it alright.

Don't let the sun go down.
Don't let the moon come up.
Don't let the World go round.
Just let me replay today.
Let me figure it out.
Let me find the way.

Come on girl let me replay today.
Let me make it all just right.
Don't make me toss n turn away another night.
There must be a way to make it right.
Just let me replay today.
Let me make it right.

I can't go through another night.
Wishin it was all right.
Looking back through time.
Chasing the words of yesterday.
Chasing the memories of time gone bye.
Come on girl just let me make it all right.
Let me replay today.
Let do it the right way.

Just let me, yeah, just let me replay today.
I know I can get it right.
Cause without you by my side.
I just won't sleep tonight.
I won't sleep tonight.
So let me get it right.
So you'll be by my side tonight.
Let me replay today.
Let me make it all right. 

USED WITH PERMISSION FROM LLOYD W. ALEXANDER

http://lloydsjourney.blogspot.com/

Please ask Mr. Alexander for permission if you would like to use any of his poems. Thank you.

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Thinking of you and always..  / Carole Mom To Angel ~Heather Bates (angel friend )
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Much love to you...  / Carole Mom To Angel ~Heather Bates (angel friend )
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my sincerest condolences  / Joanne Geist (no)
to the family of matthew may God bless you all, this story brought tears to my eyes! I've never seen such a beautiful caring page such as this! This is abosulutly heart breaking, all I can say is God bless you and be with you and may this boy be in heaven above. with out Jesus Christ our wonderful Savior Your family and freinds stand by you all Love and prayers Joanne and my every blessing ! Close

Keeping you in my thoughts..  / Carole Mom To Angel ~Heather Bates (angel friend )
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Thinking Of You Angel  / Anthony's Mom (Friend)
Hello angel thinking of you and your Mom, sending angel hugs. How are you Dottie?  I haven't been going online much because of my computer and that it is just too painful for me sometimes.  I break down so bad sometimes until I feel as though I can't go on.  I feel so funny like I'm living in another world or something I don't feel right.  I can't breathe sometimes it is so hard. I know it souds like I'm losing it maybe I'am it just hurts so bad.  My life is so messed up without my baby I don't know what to do sometimes.  Praying for Peace, Strength and Happiness where ever you can find it Dottie. I'm trying~  God Bless ~~God will take care of the rest. Close

MATTHEW IS VERY PROUD!!!  / Michelle-tony's Mom Brown (A Concern Mother )

The web site  is so beautiful,you did a wonderful job your son is smiling down on his mom,i know the pain of losing a son,i loss my at 15 year's old,so i share your pain,tony was brain dead,so my heart goes out to you, god bless you and keep you..

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Loving you  / Dottie Angel Mom To Matthew Hagan ^i^ (Mom)
I love and miss you so much.
I am always thinking of you always sending my love to heaven for you. I will never stop loving you, or thinking about you, or remembering all the good times we shared...I just miss them so much!
Butterflies are the organ donor foundations way of saying new life...you gave life to others, and got a new life of your own...please get a place ready for me when it is time...Just let me live long enough, oh Lord, to take care of Little Matt. I want him to have a good home, a Christian home, to be raised in, he loved going to church with me. and Every one ther loved him as well.
I try to upload pictures that I think you would like...here is one that I know you would love!

As many times as you took my truck...you would like this one. I love you so much Matt. Please ask God to give us this one thing...bring Lil Matt home this Friday! I am praying! I love you and miss you! Forever and a day...and I "wish you enough"! Love always MOM Close

Sent with love  / Carole Mom To Angel ~Heather Bates
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Blessings... / Carole Mom To Angel ~Heather Bates
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So Missed  / Sonia Michalak
Bless you you are so loved and missed Matt's Mom Close

Thinking Of You & Your Mom Angel  / Anthony's Mom (Friend)
Keeping you in my prayers Dottie.  How are you?  My computer has gotten so slow  these until I hate going online for anything, but work.  We are working on this problem.  God is good all the time isn't He, if it weren't for Him I wouldn't be where I'm today.  I'm still holding on to God's hand.  I know Matthew and Bird are watching over us all the time too.  God Bless~~ you hugs to you Dottie Close